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Friday, August 28, 2009

sabbatical at HCI jux ended, thts so sad lahs its like i already gotten use to the place already u dun feel like leaving lahs
going back to sch feels a little weird cause the difference between the environment of the school is different. although the course was a little difficult i really enjoyed myself. i dun think i regret going for this sabbatical course.

Friday, August 28, 2009;

Thursday, August 13, 2009

today the sports carnival started off alright it was coming to the end that sux...
i dun care if we win or lose as long as we had fun is good enough for me ...
And YOU had to spoil everything funny thing was not even everyone was around and YOU had to tell us off, its jux a stupid T-shirt get over it
YOU ask us to voice out wad we are unhappy abt we did and u tell us off and shout at us even innocent ppl haf to get scolded
now wad haf to write some stupid reflection you jux haf to bitch around abt it this is FUCKING BULLSHIT lahs

Thursday, August 13, 2009;

Monday, August 10, 2009

i haf nvr felt so happy for so long and i am not going to let anything to destroy this happiness no matter wad happens
but right now the first thing is studies damn i m so scared for end of year exams i hope i can do better compared to mid-year
well now need to concentrate on studies wadeva that is happening i aint going to care about it(Depends on the situation)

Monday, August 10, 2009;

Saturday, June 27, 2009

OBS ended... already missing everyone at cousteau
it was fun but damn tiring
22th June
arrived near the jetty then were separated into different groups then waited for other schools...BORING!! did nothing only talk to the others. then the first school to arrive was ppl from Bendemeer Sec then Northbrooks sec and commonwealth sec. then had some introduction about OBS then we had two instructors then had some so called ice breakers.then took a pic that caused 4 bucks...did not buy...then went to the jetty to go to OBS camp 2.then had to get to noe everyone wad they like and all of their names...etc. then had some game that need to untangle ourselves.then surrender our belongings...then write down some stuff abt ic for different things... was the food ic then we went to the store found out we needed to ration our food. then did some trust fall thing then did belaying with some 3m high pole then learn to pitch the tents... then cook the rice at the same time. after that we cook the other canned food, then got to noe the others even better. then after that need to clean up then Natasha quarreled with Kenyon then after that need to pack bags for a 2 day expedition then went to sleep.
23th June
woke up and had morning p.t then ate breakfast then pick up the bags we pack for the expedition then went kayaking then pick up the bags for the expedition then go to the next campsite then go for rock climbing achieve the goal of climbing to the top (yay) then hike up to the place where we were going to sleep then pitched our tents...pitch at the wrong place we pitched near a slope..but thought that it was a flat piece of land...then when back to camp this time did not cook food we ate food catered for us.it made up for the first day.. then we wash the utensils then had debrief then when to our tents and sleep...then in the middle of the nite woke up cause got some person chanting something then all around the tents got ppl snoring then tried my best to go to sleep.
24th June
woke up unpitched the tents...had p.t ate breakfast then went for a hike to our next campsite with the super heavy bags..then hike for dun noe how many hours then got lost in some hill then walk some more then arrived abt 4+ then pitched the tents near the beach(really nice scenery at nite) then had debrief for the next day..the sea expedition then cook food for dinner(cooked by Natasha) then went to sleep then went to had to do patrolling for 15 mins jux need to walk around..then went back to sleep..
25th June
woke up..unpitch the tents again then loaded the bags on the speed boat then had more briefing then carried the kayaks into the sea and went for the sea expedition..when we started paddle awhile then my arms were aching like hell then paddled some more then haf breaks in between while battling the currents then had lunch on the sea had to hold on to the other kayaks and be sure not to drift away...it was really interesting having lunch on the sea.as we were reaching saw a jellyfish (cool) then reach the shore then had to clean the kayaks then had to unload the bags then had debrief.. was damn tired then had to put our bags in the store then wear our life jackets again and went for the jetty jump(had fun), then prepare for dinner found out we had to cook for the other group then in the end we were told one story and we were cooking for ourselves instead..then pack the store then went to sleep.
26th June
woke up at 6.30 found out we only had 15 mins to unpitch the tents and wash up and find the instructors..rushed like hell then had p.t then pack the store our bag everything then did area cleaning then took pictures then took down numbers then had debrief then got ready to go back...when we reach mainland i could not believe that we were actually leaving it seem like it was only yesterday when we were on the jetty going to Palau Ubin.

in the end all of these will turn to memories but it will be cherished =)

Saturday, June 27, 2009;

Monday, June 8, 2009

...camp jux ended yesterday...it sux like hell i dun care anymore i cannot border already.

DAY 1
the camp started off like someone died, jux face it no one wanted to come in the first place. no one were intrested in the first place...onli the ppl hu planned the camp...it was like some freaking funeral, it immediately spolit the mood for me i wanted to go home immediately wad for come in the first place...the ice breaker was aleady like shit no one was like into it at all it was like they were forced into coming for this camp, then there was night safari we came back later then anticipated it was like 10+ when we came back. i got screwed cause of something then we the planners got screwed again for the teachers by then i dun care already. i stayed up all night i did not sleep at all i had to plan wib the other planners for the activity the next day. some onli slept for 1 hour, others did not sleep at all and we had to be super hyper the next day for the campers.

DAY 2
we started to prepare for the trip in east coast we got there in time and all we needed to do was to wait for the teachers the driver at for the bus was angry as we were late he could not wait at all we had to explain to him that we are still waiting forthe teachers and we needed him to understand.it was 15-20 mins later then the teachers came down. we were labeled by the juniors the fact that they actually labeled us made me pissed off i dun care already la they label us let them label us all they want. we came back for camp and we got drama the juniors were there as well wad did they do i haf no idea after the drama. fine drama all they want i dun care already i was alreay at the dun care mode by them i was like hack care la. the teachers did not wat to care abt the camp anymore we had to take over. ok we did and when we haf pioneering i asked the juniors how did u feel jux now. they tld me that they were shock they were scared they were worried as well they had no idea wad had happen. then there was campfire at that time i got screwed by the teachers AGAIN. the campfire i was onli around for like 15 mins i got screwed for 45 mins by the teachers when i went back i tot that it will all be ok i can take my mind of it but no..the juniors were so quiet. it was like another group of ppl haf died and they that were moaning they were so dead it made me feel worst. then all the planners got screwed again then we had 15 min to wash up and we had to write some reflection for the camp.

DAY 3
we woke up an hour before the juniors we haf 2 hours from that time to do area cleaning for the juniors we had to clean every single area we visited we needed it to be spick and span even strans of hair made the room dirty even hair on the floor since we could not use the broom as could not sweep the hair up we used our hand to pick it up.after the area cleanig it ended at the cca room cleaned the whole roo to make it look the best it need to be organized everything.then we got screwed again (AGAIN!!!!) like it was not enough already then we went home that was best part in te whole camp

right now we are having another camp a day camp..and some of the planners are here we are dead tired...the juniors had it ok during the camp and here we had to worst of everything they did not really noe at all. it may sound like i am complaining but right now wad ever happens for the camp for girl guides i dun care anymore i dun tink i want to plan at all my hands are clean i dun care already.

Monday, June 08, 2009;

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

yay its june been waiting...
jux went to ur blog ryan,
yes apparently i remember that pic
damn u, u are so dead
i tot u deleted that pic guess i was so wrong
argh...

Wednesday, June 03, 2009;

Monday, February 9, 2009

i am slowly getting use to school work,now i not so stress lo...a bit lahs...but so far so good..haix cca need do some valentine thing then still haf gang show must perform...then every week mux bring full-u jux because some guides never bring PE pissed sia...but 2 days ago haf the youth leaders summit, it was fun on the first day but damn boring on 2nd day all they do is talk...talk until sleep...

Monday, February 09, 2009;